Spite

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I'd just rather force myself to give in
I don't wanna know myself
I'd just rather fool myself and pretend that Im not aware and I can't help it
as close as a distant call, I'll give in and degrade the quality of my life
It's clear that I've found myself and yet still I don't really know myself at all
I have done more damage than I can take
Is it right to impolre myself or hate myself/destroy myself?
Heart pulsing, pumping near me
internal act of stellar beating me
a threat focused on people seeming to make it better
a precedent set for us to make nothing better, make you want better
to everyone that's lost their faith in...
I know that I cannot replace it
to everyone that lost their faith in...
I don't need to force myself to give in
I already know that I'll degrade
I already know myself enough to know that I shouldn't trust myself just one bit
maybe I should promise the next of kin all of our past fathers have lived in sin
I don't want to kill myself but I do want to die and free myself from life
I have done more damage than I can take
Is it right to implore myself, or hate myself/destroy myself?

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from Zondustrial, released April 1, 2014

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Abbey Nex New York, New York

Best known as:

Guitarist/Bassist of COMBICHRIST
Bassist of GENITORTURERS
Guitarist of THE WITCH WAS RIGHT
Former Bassist/Drummer of PSYCLON NINE
Former Bassist/Drummer of NOCTURNE

*ABBEY NEX - ZONDUSTRIAL* SONGS ARE PERFORMED LIVE WITH *VALERIE GENTILE*

Abbey Nex is at the forefront of musicians in the global goth/ industrial scene. His solo music is about extremism, reality & the lack thereof.
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